Whether we want it to be or not, our life is a journey. going from one place to another, with plenty happening in the middle
My Journey is one that I'm not enjoying. I would love for my journey to come to an abrupt end.
People could look at me and think my life is great.. I have a husband.. I have kids.. I appear to be happy but deep down, I'm miserable. And I don't know how I can change, let alone change to what.
where to begin?? I hate everything about myself.. From the way I look, the size I am.. to the way my mind is. I don't believe I do anything well.. I have needs that are never met. But I don't even think I am worthy enough of them being met. Sometimes I even believe that I don't deserve to even eat I am that worthless.
My blog.. it will be how I feel about different things. depending on where I am in my cycle of depression. even when I'm feeling my best My self worth is MIA..
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